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:: Tuesday, July 10, 2007 ::

Come and rest your bones with me, driving slow on sunday morning. I never want to leave.

I love this song, it makes me think of endless roads and possibilities alike. Like my future is filled with great adventures ripe for the plucking. It's an excitement growing in my belly.

So many new things happening around me that sometimes I feel like a newborn. New people, new smells, I am always caught off guard at how little things can take my breath away. A smile, home-cooked food, photos of days gone by.

Uni life is ahead of me and though i'd like to take on a carefree approach towards it all, I'm nervous. And I'm proud. To have made it this far. To be honest, I don't think this will be the end. Maybe Nan wasn't just telling tall tales when she talked about me moving away. I'm really hoping to get some sense of direction for what I'm gg to do the rest of my life.

Already this new chapter has begun settling itself into my otherwise quiet and uneventful life. Camps, about 3 in a month to be exact. Study trips and assignments looming ahead. How is it that I'm already here. It's a feeling of me not even remembering how I got here, like everything before this is blurry.

My chapter with James has closed and we've both reopened new ones with other people. I'm proud of him. Is it really true that one can be good friends with an ex? I'm starting to realise my friends and far and few. Sarah told me she was back from Hawaii and I felt smthg inside me pop. She's one of the few ppl I can really connect to so I hope that hasn't changed.

And there's Gwen. who has all but turned my life on its head and shaken its contents all over the floor. Lovingly... hahaa, it's crazy. There is so much of my past I want her to see and experience, with me.. but it's funny, because that person isn't me anymore.. or is it?

Quitting my job has been one great relief. I was beginning to feel bogged down with so many things to handle. Maybe my prob is that I don't reach out to the people that really care. I think I'm just picky with friends, the same way I am with vegetables. Kangkong, pass. Carrots, no pass.

My greatest challenge at the moment is redecorating my room. Hey it's a big thing for me alright. I have this whole idea of what it was supposed to look like but things have changed and the original idea's been tweaked here n there. Can't wait to put in the new bed with the paint done up. and my cosy little lamp n blinds. We should all be so pleased...

Question, is there an alternative to travelling, getting away from it all and escaping into one's own place without ever leaving the country? I'm in dire need of a quick fix for several reasons.

An extract from this mth's copy of fictatious music mag, C*I*T*E...

Hi Special K and band! It's such an honor to meet you, I've been listening to your music since you guys started!

Really now.. I highly doubt that. You look no older than the average teenie bopper which makes you about 16. We have been around since the 70s. Which means you're either LYING or your anti aging cream really works... what brand may I ask?

(Nervous laughter)So what's your fav movie at the moment?

Prison Break definitely! and I'm quite a fan of House and his cynical ways... (rest cheer for the reruns of seinfield)

What do you think is the ultimate fashion must have this season?

Oooh tough one. I'd have to say a draw between high waisted black jeans and ankle boots. Low rise is hot but bum cracks are not. and I love the Grease vibe those type of jeans channel. The boots are versatile and practical especially here for local weather. Plus, thigh high fuck me boots are so passe. And they get sticky inside...

OKAY... how do you feel about Paris getting special priviledges in prison?

What?! She's gone to jail, but that little pink thing's a saint!

Great! this year has seen quite a few come back albums from artists. Which one gets your vote?

Do your homework! first line, Maroon 5. Definitely 'It wont be soon before long.'
you know, we dont do promos for other bands but M5 has retained its edge and funk, witha little JK thrown in to the mix. And they have feelgoodgetovertheex and feelgoodiminlove songs. It's the best album from them yet. and Adam is SCORCHIIIIN!

Ah, yes. Thanks for your time and enjoy the rest of your visit!

Hmm. do you happen to have some kacang?

-Special K and her band have withdrawn all insensitive statements made at the time of interview on the basis that they were drunk on vodka. they are currently continuing their papua new guinea leg of their tour, Special K, with extra milk. Catch their latest single,'shake it til you make it' in stores now.
:: krys Tuesday, July 10, 2007 [+] ::
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