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:: Saturday, January 07, 2006 ::

how can this be happening to me?

i am so good. i am so good.

it feels like.. all these things around me, everything i have ever known; falling apart, no crumbling. here's the best part of the song, where i admit i might be wrong. james doesn't deserve this. neither do i. and i keep thinking to myself, why didn't i just stop when i could. it's an addiction now.

nothing is tangible, maybe because i don't want it to be. i want to discard everything i've known for the past few years. i want to be completely rebellious, i want to be narcissistic. but wait, now i am. with the overflowing use of the letter 'I.'

tears fall but i'm hurting you, tarnishing you more than you know.

and don't touch me like you think you should boy. i am not that kind of girl. so thin, the line. it diminishes so fast because you somehow think she wants to sleep with you.

if anybody needs someone selfish, call me.
:: krys Saturday, January 07, 2006 [+] ::
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