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:: Saturday, December 31, 2005 ::
i'm getting really good at playing this game. constant facade; running, kissing, hiding. yet, i like what is happening and i hate it because it's getting under my skin. very. very. deep.
4 and a half hours to the new year.. of course, i can't complain. sitting before a computer, choosing recipes for a picnic by the esplanade. thinking of what to wear. needing a shot.
my travelling plans for 2006 have changed. it's sydney and melbourne now. i still wanna go to thailand but i reckon sydney and melbourne will be a blast. james n me n go see his nanna and dad. crash at yuns then take a domestic flight to melbourne. i already told pris to look out for me ahahaa..
actually, this is one of my worst days yet. can't get over the fact that mother thinks i'm sleeping with bryne. alright.. so maybe i should consider becoming asexual. cos wouldn't that like completely solve my problems? no cheating baby.. no cheating. less than 3 weeks til i see pris. am i excited, fuck yes. we are going to MOS.
ahhh.. i really can't focus right now.. parents fighting like children. kids fucking like adults. hahaa, aren't the roles in this world like absolutely jumbled up? it's so bizarre. oooh, word of the week! that is like so BIZARRE. it even looks funky. hmm.
because maaaaybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me. and after aaaaall, you're my wonderwall.
i am uber proud of my music files. the best la, honestly. although i am still bitter about mitchell losing all my fiona apple and placebo songs.... i have a renewed interest in tunes i used to listen to when i was younger. OASIS anyone. me and nadiah so have to go watch em when they're here next year.. aha, i mean, tomorrow..
my new year resolution. it's just one. don't fuck over the small stuff. ok, i'm goin to remember that line and write it all over my wall.
also, i promise to be 18 from now on.
Question of the day: if there is one song to be played at your funeral, what would it be?
:: krys Saturday, December 31, 2005 [+] ::
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