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:: Thursday, December 15, 2005 ::

the tension's killing but the ride is thrilling and you can't help goin again...

*sighness*

hi again..

had a short day in school. interview observations.. kenneth in uberhot suit. ok, he's like yum witha capital Y! im bitter that i didnt get e interview but after i saw how nervous e interviewees were, im thinkin.. nah, ur havin it gd doll.

i've been having the weirdest dreams.. ok thats a lie iv had more bizarre dreams before. but, i drewmnt of this mongolian chick, who is just this random friend of gwen's. and then i dreamnt about jeremy eating with me in the biz canteen. and buying files at the bookshop. like what the fuck..

bryne mentioned his purple shirt today and i couldn't help but internally giggle.

im so bored.. so stressed. i need to get laid or smthg.. or like, go to vietnam and plant trees. i dont know, what DO ppl do in vietnam. or thailand for that matter! everytime i think of bangkok, im reminded,"krystle! u have 0 dollars to ur name." so its very depressing.

corsets and a big black skirt and fishnet stockings have also been on my mind. i want to have a black corset for x mas. today, i wore black. and though i was practically disintegrating in the sun's rays, i felt so happy to look so sombre.

black and me are such gd mates.

yest, pris called. after like so fucking long u know? and we were both giggly and happy like we were 15 again! it was brilliant. we can like not talk for 6 months and one of us calls.. and its like we've never stopped talking. it's gonna be wicked in jan. maybe il have to skip school. wheeee...
i told her abt everythin that's been on my mind. it felt so good. releasing that burden. so drama la, but i felt physically lighter.

have a few more cards to send out.. then i shld be alright.. i'm panicking a bit cos i have 3 things to hand up tm. reflection, report and a test. fuckaduck.

okay, i guess i shld stop. way too stressed and tired to write anythin anyway..

things to do soon:

- get a tattoo
- convince myself business IS the right dip for me
- send out the remaining x mas cards
- confirm x mas party details and plan for new yrs eve
- buy james' present
- down the vodka peach marc bought!

song of the moment: Today, tomorrow, sometime, never. (pommies...)

cheers,
krys
:: krys Thursday, December 15, 2005 [+] ::
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Hey..

i am compelled, for some unknown reason, to write something.

swish. just killed a bug.

well, much has happened in the past 6 months or so. i took up a part time job as a waitress in little india. yea how cool is that aye! serving pratas in fine dining style. chey.

went to perth again. 5 weeks this time. longest trip away from home that iv ever had. the excitement was a different kind though. it was more yay im leaving singapore instead of yay im gg to aust. im a bit bored with that place.

started sem 2.2. its scary. its exciting. we have this hate/love relationship going on.

my classmates are okay. we're doing this project and Subway is our client. quite interesting.. iv also been partying a lot. you know me.. clubbing is like some alien-sporadic event. and suddenly, its whoosh almost every week. there was zouk and phuture several satudays ago. that was awesome, i was so dying for a fag. bless that child, gwen.

she has also reintroduced me to the joys of the gay scene. gays are such good company! they grind with you but never try to stick their tongue down ur throat.

lovely.

random piece of information: im very proud of the christmas bag i made for bryne. its so pretty. i used graph paper, glue and ribbons.

i also believe im in the wrong religion but thats a story for another time yes?

yes..

okay. thats all. my xmas wish list this year is as follows;

1. J.lo Glow
2. Dior Addict
3. Black non-waterproof Mascara
4. Black underwear
5. Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince (adult version)
6. Black shoes
7. A pair of vintage jeans
8. Copper and red highlights
9. Ministry of Sound Cd feat N.E.R.D and the likes
10. Bedlinen!

song of the moment: Dark Beat
weakness of the moment: Vodka and fishnet stockings
:: krys Sunday, December 11, 2005 [+] ::
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