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:: Saturday, June 12, 2004 ::

positivity.

i almost died.couldn't use the com for a few days cos it 'crashed' man.long story.marc is leaving for hongkong tonight.then he's goin to san francisco.sighness.how nice.you CAN be what you want to be!i might join SQ for five years after poly.that is,if im not taking my advanced dip in arts/event management.krystal choo told me abt the course.
i am going to migrate to aussie though.prob perth but dad has plans to move to melbourne.i like melburne too..i love it in fact.and pris is there so we can hang out..but the weather gets you down.i mean,cold is great but rain 24/7?hell no.

fatboy slim is sweet.mom,a.irene n i went to kims' place yest..mei was there too.we had peach juice and almonds,browsed through her pics of nepal and finally got gg.she stays like 5 mins away from far east.it's super convenient.we went to tangs and mom bought a nice black dress for the wedding.and i got this backless silvery top from arthur yen.it's a little tight(motivation to lose more weight hehe) but it's alrigh'. we walked soo much my feet were just dying.then marc n diane joined us later when we went to the JL sale.and for dinner we went to chinatown.omg..it is sooo awesome.seriously man!tempat baru to lepak at.*grin* ikan bakar at JB is still the best though.but they've got loads of little shops.it's great.ignasius,wherefor art thou abandoning thee?tarry a-while.if not for love then at least for friendship my lord.

TP is so irresponsible.they were s'posed to send me a letter regarding my orientation but no,they didn't.and now i have to gabra gabra n call other ppl..shitty little school.
i'm going to hang out with all the nerds..and i'm going to get a scholarship so i can spend time in aussie where life is so much more rewarding.as soon as daddy retires, deidre marries mitch n i start working,life will be good man.it shall be good.wanted to go for the adidas sale at p.way but i'll pass.already broke this week cos i spent so much in m'sia and when i came back i bought stuff also.you know what??i bought these nice pair of gold earrings from m'cca and now they can be found!and they were so cool..
sighness.

you're only just a dream boat
sailing in my head.
you swim my secret oceans
of coral blue and red.
your smell is incense burning
your touch is silken yet.
it reaches through my skin
moving from within
and clutches at my breast.

-only when i sleep;the corrs

sometimes i feel everything is so surreal and i'm not actually experiencing all of this.
and i look up and i see my entire life floating overhead,like little wisps of smoke forming time.my time.everyday is bluey grey when he's not in town.
:: krys Saturday, June 12, 2004 [+] ::
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hey..can't be bothered with kershaw already..he's probably too busy with teresa gray gigs or work.i just can't stop thinking about him which makes this all very worrying. mom,diane and marc went to the pasar malam.i started a diet today!i didn't snack at all.which,by the way,is a huge accomplishment for me.as you know,my best friend is mr pringles.testing for viruses on my com.it's so fucked up.everything is soo sloooow.i went to malaysia last wednesday.actually,i just got back yest afternoon.we were at a.irenes' place most of the time.went to check out the place kim will have her wedding reception at.it's a relatively nice hotel.hmm.went to jonkers street as well. which was so bloody hot cos of the crowd..but i did a little shopping in malacca town.got some clothes and accessories.nan is irritating me.she is like super k-po.if someone is pissed,what do you do?simple!leave them alone.do i really need to know that i look ticked off?hell,would i care!geez.i hate this uncontrollable urge to call him.no.i. will.not.call.him.just because he's only got a landline that dials local numbers.fuck telstra man!just..dammit.anyway,term starts 21st.and i'm so looking forward to it.yay.i just breed enthusiasm don't i?i have to call karen up about the acting thing.i haven't received the payment yet.today,i had rice..and two apples.that's all!nifty.

maroon 5 is pretty good actually.i love track 8.love it.love it.i can't talk to anyone right now..i feel guilty.called mich a while ago and i should call her back.but i'm not going to.i fear not having anything to say to her.or maybe too much to say to her.i tried calling hui just now.ask her if she wants to go clubbing on thursday.but i got a tour agency.figured it was a sign.i probably will drop the whole night out thing.not like ganesh and i will be hanging out anyway.i think he's shy to acknowledge me as his friend.whatever.he's the one that chose to be my godbrother anyway so balls to you man..chase the sun.sigh..i've never been to the usa.im a slave on a minimum wage. detroit new york and LA.but im stuck in the uk.think i shall go jogging tm.in the morning.that's the best time to burn fat you know.i hear voices..why is time passing by so slow?it's not even ten yet.feels like it's such a long day.maybe cos i woke up early and followed mom to e market.planet funk rocks man!i love their work.and so is britney spears.she's getting pretty darn good.i don't know how to do my hair for the wedding. prob in a bun with fresh flowers or something.franck ordered 60 bottles of wine and 20 of champagne.im like...o..k..i think we're gonna sing a french song but we'll see how things work out.after all that alcohol,im sure we'd even manage a tamil or egyptian number.maybe i should email priiis..i called her when i got back last month from WA.we spoke briefly.she had a call on her mobile.maybe i should...ponders.maybe i just need a malibu and some carl cox mixes.that will make me all better.and probably take away this bloody awful headache.it's been three days already.just the heat i tell you.

that's it.i think i'm gonna make it an early night this time round.just blast house music and sleep.hahaa..wish i could go for another holiday.kim was telling me about the beach resort she went to.yea,im not a fan of sand..but apparently the water is so clear you can see ten feet into the water.sigh..i'm gonna make sure i study super hard so i'm in the top 5 percent.then,i'll get a scholarship to study overseas.and i'll do really well in uni.and i won't have to worry about anything.i'll just love life wherever it is i settle.maybe canada.or new orleans..i think new orleans is cool.

nite,
krystle
:: krys Tuesday, June 08, 2004 [+] ::
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