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:: Monday, May 31, 2004 ::

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so im gone for a while and even blogger.com has changed.well,australia was fantastic.
i went to a chocolate n cheese factory.it started raining as soon as mark,deidre,james n i got a seat and sipped on our hot cocoa.grin.nice memory.i remember watching two kids playing with the free choc chips they were giving out.grin again.i spent lots of time in mandurah.and two weekends in bunbury with james.which was..great!ahem.we went op-shopping and took out pictures in front of the prince of wales hotel.where he had a gig.which i missed unfortunately.but the gang did catch e one up in freo.i got myself a baileys and tapped my foot along to the beat.the drummer is excellent!i mean seriously. apparently,he's the best one in bunbury so im like,"whoa!" deidre n mitch brought me to serpentine falls the first day i was there.weather was splendid.like being in the aircon 24/7.how could one not love that?the only time i didnt like the cold was straight after a shower or when i woke up in the middle of the night because i was freezing my balls off.

i wanted to capture every moment there.just freeze it.stashed away in a safe through some magic method of trapping memories.but of course,that sort of thing is impossible. why is james messing with my head?took a cold shower again today.tried to wash it;him out of my system.like a stupid bloody drug.like i was saying..tried to cleanse my soul.why should i care.oh my gawd.i am actually feeling an avril lavigne song!!im like head banging to her 'tunes'.life gets more sad everyday.nevermind.sue me!im a poser!haha.

i also went to parkway yest n borrowed books.i spent 16 bucks on books.haiz..anyway,i finished one already.but the other one looks so boring suddenly.i dont really care abt peoples' randy nights' in.i lie in an early bed thinking late thoughts.waiting for the black to replace my blue.im finally growing weary of waiting to be consumed by you.

i bought underwear.just to be amongst the lingerie was pleasing enough.walking through each aisle.he is such a sweet asshole.i hate his stupid mind games.the last time i felt so much so quickly,i ended up being in hopelessly in love for like 2 years.not that i regret it though..it was cool fun.but this little worm,this james.i dont know what to do with him.daddy brought home sweets for me!hehee..i feel about three years old.dad knows im a sucker for lollies.im going to malaysia soon.oh you know,i cried again.about starting poly.im so fucking scared,its stupid.this is just like me starting sec sch.the way i was pissed scared and deidre got fucked cos i was a wuss.i miss deidre.at least i have jac.gosh i love her so much.she's like the only kaki i keep in contact with..rets' in bangkok now.i miss her too.

you know what would be awesome?if dei,mitch,james and all..if we all went to koh samui for a full moon party!!that would be damn near perfect!sigh..i think im fat.im going on a fruit diet.another reason why i love aussie.im not one of the fat girls!!hahahaa..it was great talking to didi.i just knew i could talk to her.ok krystle stop thinking abt him now!despite the fact that he's saying sweet things to u on msn....*sigh*

im going now.im going to bed cos marcs' graduation thing is early tm morn.and i want to wear a dress.(yes this is still krystle speaking.my feminine side is just a little more vocal lately)about the dress..i dont know..i dont wanna push it ya know..plus..diane's gonna be in jeans..and moms' wearing black.ah well..just see how la.signing off.

but i like you with the stubble sweetie...

krystle




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