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:: Saturday, March 13, 2004 ::

i wanna dance tonight.i wanna toast tonight.il spend my money tonight.i wanna get freaky tonight.

dont know about australia anymore.il spend all my pay money on the holiday.and..im not really keen on seeing perth.something just tells me it wont be that great cos deidre will be busy w/ mitch.and i know il be an antagonist against the world if my holiday goes wrong.plus..i really would rather go to melbourne if i was going to aussie.its been my fav place in aussie since i was young.and...someone i care abt a lot is there so it'd make more sense to see her.i wish we could meet up.i miss her so much.so bloody much.

i dont like the new manager.she is so aunty.balls man..we all cant stand her.she makes us all feel so small.i so prefer working w/ Ja.now its a chore to go to work.thank goodness i have the weekend off.i might have strangled her today.and i dont know whyyyy msn is being such a bitch but i just cant sign in!and i have to check my maiiiil. shoulders ache so bad.

if i dont go to aussie,il need deidre to buy a lot of BONDS underwear for me.i know its so freaking cheap there.aah...you know that feeling when you think so much..you worry.and then you worry so much that you forget what it is you're worrying abt?thats happening to me now.i dont know why im troubled.but im sure there's a reason.i miss ret.i miss hanging out with my few friends.i miss yuns.sarah..mich..yuns is all the way in sydney......

im still reading the rice novel.i reckon i wont be able to return it this saturday.but thats ok.im gg to hang out at home tm.with my family!and i will hope that my email account shall be accessible.im feeling just a little down.deidre told me james has a girlfriend.i know he has no obligation to me but i was like...ok la.i sort of using him as rebound.i use everybody for rebound because i cant get over a single person.

im going on a diet to lose weight.yayeee...i dont know what to say anymore.

lost in time again.
sweet twilight gives false hope.
reaching for your hands.
not there,my beloved,not there!
you have left.
and i know not why.

im so fucking fed up with msn.stupid msn..nite.=)




:: krys Saturday, March 13, 2004 [+] ::
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yooo..

new list iv created for things to buy!

-lingerie!urrgh.its damn hrd to control buying all the nice pierre cardin sets...but i shall tahan cos i know perth will sell lots of better ones.my new manager plays diana ross the whole day .its nice but it gets super boring after a while.

did i tell u i spent 39.95 on a ministry of sound CD?omg,im gg mad.i also need to save up enough money!!ahhh..for the trip!!and i need to make a proper list of gifts id like to receive for my b'day.anything involving pris wld be greeted with a huge smile.hahaa...

tired.must go to bed soon.now.must go now.a recommended read;anne rices' 'the witching hour'.its a damn thick novel but if u have patience,ul make it.the protagonist(which keeps changing) is eternally digressing so much so that iv accepted thats how the story goes and i have become dependant on the style of writing.

im gg to wash my face now.have a gd night.





:: krys Tuesday, March 09, 2004 [+] ::
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dont for a moment fear i forgot you.work has kept my busy and i scarcely have time to sleep.no,honestly..i hardly sleep.it's like..i come home frm work,my head hits the pillow and then,*kaching* time to get up babe.

im leaving TBS in april.and then.i will fly to australia.im getting my posting results soon.and my birthday is soon as well!yayee.....i bought the black high tops btw. *grins* currently,im reading another anne rice novel.its pretty good.i swear the amount of incest relationships..ahh..its like exciting and totally mind boggling.im like..eww..and whoaaa..at the same time.is that possible?

back is aching..

sometimes..i just want to disappear into space.i dont need all this..i dont need this life;these temptations that make living so hard.and yet..i cant imagine getting stuck in the darkness and silence of nothingness.lifelessness would be horrid.deader than dead.ok im talking cock arent i.i know i am.dont deny me the truth.

tired..so tired i could cry.

these thoughts they do not leave me.
a succumbus in my dreams.
lips cold but still so yielding.
is this really what it seems.
and youre fingers leave me crying.
for where they lingered i do burn.
misty eyed i do my pleading
your flesh;your soul i still do yearn.

12:45am

im out.



:: krys Sunday, March 07, 2004 [+] ::
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