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:: Friday, January 16, 2004 ::

off day!phew.

just trying to 'chill' even though its' such a warm day.its been so bloody warm lately.i CANNOT sleep w/out my aircon on full blast.listening to DJ krush & toshinori kondo.i love their song man.haiz...at home alone.i was supposed to go out with ret. but we both didn't contact each other so yah la.tak jadi.and then i called jac cos she wanted to go makan.but i'm too lazy.ahh..there's so much to do!i have to meet up w/ yuns too.her visa is ready and she'll be leaving soon.*sighness*

im working the weekend.how unfortunate.anyway,Mango is having a sale.and some of their clothes are really unbelievably cheap.if i was tall and thin arr..oh and rich..confirm i go siao shopping there!!irene oliveiro is working there.in fact,her shop is just next to mine.hahahaaa.

i feel so upset now.i can make myself cry you know.it's a new found talent.then again..i think its cos im truly upset.
maybe it's pris.i miss her so much.i just miss talking to her. she makes..she made me laugh.and i guess...we've both grown apart.i question the saying,"distance makes the heart grow fonder." i'm over all the people i thought i liked.none of them were worth it.james is just too old and too far away.
and the other lad is just too odd for me.somehow i am relieved.deidre is using ALL my garnier facial wash.so irritating.

you know sometimes you come across a song.and its exactly what you have to say.cept that its got a catchy tune and prob sold a couple o' million albums...but still,its exactly what you wanted to say?scary eh?

why am i feeling lost.why am i feeling like i'm sort of stuck in this semi-liquid bubble.and im pushing and pushing against the sides and the wind keeps blowing at me till im spinning 180.it's hard to think on your feet,when your feet won't stay in one place.=D

i love my play list.im logged on to msn now.talking to darrell.he's too weird to be a father.then again..i don't know him that well.he could be more sane than michelle...hahaa.
mom will be home soon i reckon.i looked through my whole bookshelf & all the novels are so boring..i really wanna borrow stella's book.belinda its called.i think that's anne ramplings' erotica series in terms of her work.pretty good stuff i assume.

again.iv got a mental block now.there's all these words swirling in my head..but all can't be explained.i hear all these sounds too.but im alone at home..so im getting a little freaked.

kim's getting married end of july.yayee!i MUST tone up before then.haha..i just remembered..that day,one of the delivery guys was asking me for my height n if i was singaporean all..then my colleague was like,"why?looking for wife ar?" then he said no la..if ur single,go apply for miss universe.and i laughed at him.i hope he doesn't think im very rude or anything now...andres' wedding is in august.*so fun*
all i heard was that its at the ritz carlton.apparently,his wife is like her daddys' pet lah...so he's going ALL OUT.cool eh.i reckon it will be splendid.(have u heard of our lady peace?their music is relatively good.)

tip of the day/week/whatever:go to lyrics007.com..but it's up to u really.

and my album of the week is..*drumroll*..pochahontas ost.
damn nice man!!all the instrumental songs are great.and of course,my song of the day is modjos' 'what i mean.' have u heard??!how can one even think about resisting this kind of sound..this kind of melodious harmony uniting every fibre of my being.once i get started,there's no stopping.seize the moment and move till you cant feel your feet.the usual case at zouk eh?i need my baby beside me now.

tata,
krys -85-
:: krys Friday, January 16, 2004 [+] ::
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sup balls!

well,what's changed?

i am working!that's what!!yea its tiring and all.but im learning so much.im just trying to grasp the reality of the situation im in.marvellous really.met so many people.this guy blew like three hundred bucks in the store on monday.my colleagues are pretty good so far too.im happy la.'cept this job isn't gonna last.at least,just till i get accepted into lasalle in june.i hope i get accepted...that too will be an amazing experience i reckon.

mitch has gone home and deidre is awfully upset.i prayed fer em both.il probably rent an apartment near their place next time when i study there..since she's migrating and all.there's a really good club called the rise or rise or something like that....i miss clubbing.i'll probably go out end of this month la.till then i'll just enjoy my off-days.*sighs*

i feel very distant from people i know.in terms of knowing each other;communicating with each other.it's so strange now.not that they're not good enough for me..or that i don't like them as people.i guess it's just that things change.thats all. sometimes to such an extreme that friendship ties are severed in the process.i don't want things to end up like that..but i have a feeling it probably will..oh bother!look at me.melancholy again eh.

i need to daance!urghh..hehee..just now kim came over and we changed houdinis' tank.well,he used to live in this miserable glass bowl.if he was a goldfish then maybe the bowl would have worked.but alas.well anyway,back to his new home...it's huge compared to the old one..he must think he struck 4D or something,it's a fucking mansion for him!!*laughs*
there's like a swimming pool with stones as steps..and two towering plants so the area's got a resort sorta feel.hahahaa.i hope he likes it.quite lovely really..

deidre and i were looking at old pictures earlier today.well,not old as in ANCIENT exactly.they were taken just a few months back.less than half a year actually.and yet it seems so long ago.too long ago.i think back to the times in KC.cheerleading trainings..swearing behind sirs' back after dance trainings.. meeting pris in her classroom.or my classroom.or the toilet.. *chuckles*..going for the weekly(ok fine..sometimes more than weekly) waffles with rozi..getting scolding from cikgu for leaving the canteen tables in a mess..haiz..all these memories..i feel they all happened just yesterday..and yet,yesterday was a thousand years ago.i can't explain.its a hopeless feeling inside me,reminding me that i can't go back to those times.and yet,this burning desire in me is just encouraging me,pushing me to go ahead and start a new chapter in my life..so overwhelming. so overrated.

going to the shops.
krys -85-
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