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:: Friday, October 10, 2003 ::

suuuup!

*chuckles* i know it's been a while..yo balls that is an understatement.anyway,loads to say.hopefully time shall be on my side tonight so i can completely unfold the story of my life for the past month.here we go aight...

well,for starters(and what a spoiler it is!) Os are practically moments away..damn gone case.wth..im just trying to do what i can.my r4 is only 17 again..haiz..no improvement from last year AT ALL.but nvm,i shall not be a pessimist and acknowledge the fact that i am eligible for central institution..that's pretty sweet huh..hahaha.not.

oh then..THEN..art is such a bloody killer.i spent so much time this month slogging away in e gallery!aaaargh.i just got back from todays' session actualli.and im still not done,can you beat that?but i really,reeeeeeeeally hope i get A for art la..if not..well,thats just damn sway.o wait there's more!ms low was helping me w/ my filming and recording my voice-over la..and then,she accidentaly revealed something she did..she went ahead and showed my videos to NIE.(yes thats National Institute of Education..)ok la..to a rather small extent im flattered cos she said my work was quite exemplary.but then again,she needed videos that were not highly modified and animated.and i think mine's like the simplest videos around.yah..ok but i was kinda pissed cos she didn't ask me.i felt that was pretty rude.what,just because we're students we don't qualify to have copyrights?thats just pure bull manure.

alas..i also feel very guilty..i seem to be losing my memory at an awfully alarming rate.like a few weeks ago,i received a big hug from this old lady at the bus stop..(yes ret,if you're reading this cont laughing at me..) and i hugged her back,..had a chat and all..and i later realised i didn't really know her..*laughs* i was so shy after that!!but i remembered later on she was a cleaner in kc..i used to talk to her everyday..good friend that chick..if only i remembered sooner..

anyway,the same thing happened today..i know this guy la..Roy..since like sec 1or 2..i just know him..from my classmates in lower sec i think.all i remember about him is that i heard he used to like loui..hah..so cuuute!yea..i saw him today la..and we were talking a bit and he asked me about "them."i put on my discman later..slept fer a while..(i think he stays near me..i never knew..) he was w/ another guy..and then,when he was about to get off the bus,he asked me to say "hi" to "them" if i can cos he long time never see "them". OK, note the inverted commas?thats cos i don't know who the hell "them" is..urghh..and he's like telling me how we havent met up for so long..and i didn't have a bloody clue who he was rattling on about..*hahaaahaaa* it was really funny..anyway,since i told him id tell "them"..i have to figure out who they are..that is my personal task for next week =) i assume its loui,crystal and all la..must be..i hope.

aha..but of cos i cant just leave w/ out babbling on a bit about pris rite?all those who are completely sick of hearing about her,feel free to skip this entire para...........well,for the few that ARE interested..its been a long while since we spoke..actually,we were online a few weeks back..and pris was all manja w/ me..i mean,i was feeling a lil giggly n happy inside but i pretty much kept my cool and appeared as a non-drooling-pris-googling-fool.which is ALWAYS good yes?hrmm..yea..i dunno why..its always at weird times in e middle of e night that i spontaneously send her mushy messages..she never replies.perhaps she has nothing to say.perhaps she doesn't want to say anything.or perhaps she's just damn cheesed off that i still like/love her.well thats life!oooh..but i have been thinkin about this guy ryan*heez* but thats for another time!

and another thing..iv been feeling so distant from a few of my best friends now..one of whom i had a miserably short conversation w/ on e phone last night.i was really tired..and it seems we've lost things to say to each other.i hate it when that happens;with ANY of my friends..so i always hang up so the conversation doesn't get awkward.and you've been so busy w/ ur new life and friends..i just don't think i fit in anymore.things change i suppose.. haiz..iv got a lot to say but i don't know where to start.wish i had the time to talk w/ u properly..*sigh*

i have so much inside me,so much of stuff to say.and i realised people i once trusted weren't as trustworthy as i believed.leave it up to me to be naive huh?everyone is connected to everyone else and anything i say..the whole fuckin world will noe..

anyway,sorry to end on such a sad note.gtg already.wish i had gone Zouk tonite w/ ko..haiz been too long sinced i danced to drum n bass..*dreaming*fare thee well.

till next time,
krys -85-

ohoh!question of the day!!of the five,who'd you say is your type??(any resemblance to someone living or dead is purely coincidental)

a)a shy one who wears its(im being neutral..) heart on its sleeve,has a voice that reduces you to melted butter and thinks babies are beautiful but not as beautiful as you;

b)a dashing one who plays hard to get,uses so much of tongue you can have your lunch for tea and knows babies are merely side-effects of what you two are ABOUT to do....;

c)an action bad boy/girl in a rock band who has horrid mood swings but who is actually very soft inside and in need of your attention,manja-ing and pampering;

d)a filthy rich one who flies with you to venice for a gondola ride on weekends,wants to organize your grad tea at the ritz carlton(all expenses paid) and decides you need a peugeot convertible to drive around your landed property(which was a gift from him/her) in bukit timah

e)none of the above.you really think you and your pet iguana have more chemistry than any of them.

:: krys Friday, October 10, 2003 [+] ::
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