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:: Saturday, May 31, 2003 ::

got back a while ago..Yay-ee...yellow knights got 1st!!*grins* we made some mistakes but pulled thru.actually i think it has not sunken in yet.just like last time fer nationals..i dunno whether i cried because i was so glad the whole thing was over n late night trainings would end,or the fact that we actually won the competition in general or was i sad cos it's my last year.this is the last sports day i'll ever have n despite the fact that our school is so terribly corrupt n sucky,i dun wanna leave all this behind n go into the so-called "real world".

we went for pizza at tampines,den quek,cheryl lim,jac,rozi,mich n i lepak at some openin for a starbucks outlet..after dat,jac treated rozi n i to a movie,,it was bloody cold tho n i couldn't really concentrate on the moivie cos my body was SO tired.

o and of course i just HAD to tell pris rite?so i called her with e intention to speak fer only 5 mins..but we talked fer abt 20 la..yep,i don't know why i care about her.. honestly,she might not even be considered a friend cos she never really was there fer me when i needed her ard..n she can be so insensitive towards my feelings..n although she is capable of makin me smile like a fool,majority of my time i spent/spend crying over her.that can't be good right?i really dunno..i always say..nvm,trust in God n let Him guide me..n i call pris:cool,calm n quite straight.but the second i hang up(well actually she hangs up 1st.i cant bear hangin up on her..)i start crying..she has a lot of sadness in her.a lot of emotions she has to let out..to share..i just dont think i can be that person.it sometimes seems the only way i am gonna get over her is to completely cut off e communication between us..cos i cant keep doin this to myself..it hurts too much..

so damn appreciative for mai's n sophia's help balls.if sophia din help out n keep me calm yest,i wld have flipped.n today?mai helped the girls with their hair n uniform n she played our music..*sigh*

i just dun care anymore.im numb alredy..dun wanna get into another relationship before poly..until then,im just gonna be a nerd n study..n the occasional partyin la..*laughs* o well.my eyes hurt alredy gtg..

peace,im out,
krystle eva -85-
:: krys Saturday, May 31, 2003 [+] ::
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hah..its been soo long.*sigh* hardly have the time to sleep nowadays..sports day is tomorrow..i am sad.wish i caould be/feel more prepared..but im not.yet,at the same time i feel glad that it's tomorrow.a huge burden has been lifted off me.n its really time i focused purely on studyin.got some of my results back today..i got F9 fer math..D7 fer comb.humans..B3 fer comb.sciences n A2 fer art..my eng scorE not totalLed up yet so ya la..but i'll pass lah..

hurting ALL OVER..moans..reEEEaally scared fer yellow house tomorrow..o ya..den some more ar..im like totally financially dry.D-R-Y.o well what's new eh??hahaaa..came back from trainin not too long ago n ma just nagged at me.so much for a warm n loving home siah..i haven't even trained for 8 by 50..soo,soo sleepy but i gotta settle many things tonite.

o ya,today's supposed to be pris n my 8 mths..time is just flying by man..just bloody flying by.haiz..

i dunno wht abt gabs..i really doubt whatever it is i feel is truly love or likE even a crUsh..i think im just bored n i acknowledge the fact that i thrive on activity so maybe im just pretendin to be interested in him so my miserable life does not eat me alive..

i have mosquito bites all over balls..

kk i think i hAFTA GO NOW..
WELL WILL UPDATE YA SOON..

PEACE,IM OUT,
KRYSTLE EVA -85-



:: krys Friday, May 30, 2003 [+] ::
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hello..

finished my listenin compre early today so came home quick..it was quite a gd one..jus had lunch..bonded with houdini fer a bit den chatted with jac online..she's happily talkin to me while she's havin class know?what a nut.

felt rather O.O.P today..o well,i guess everyone has THOSE days huh?anyway,i've got trainin soon..in about an hour..so must not be late..shouldn't keep the girls waitin..perhaps i'll buy fer them chips today.yest i bought oreos n it seems no one likes em.mad ar?!how NOT to like oreos right..

sophia got a tattoo.i dunno why but i seem to be e only one caught off guard by it..not that its my problem la..maybe im jus a bit surprised.i dont know,cant seem to shake it..hahaa maybe cos in sec 2 sophia n i had a plan to get tattoos..n i never kept to it..brave girl that one.but perhaps a tad foolish too.a tattoo?phoar.now hui wants her tongue pierced.body mutilation must be the newest accessory for a fashionista this season.

o i passed my comb. sciences..quite pleased la..but if i get B3 fer Os im screwwwwwd.no chance il get 15 fer r5 den..i haven't lost any weight..damn..n i found out my baby cousin has mumps..on her b'day..poor thing ar?

wel,that's about it actually..o n since i din give u a question/thought of the day fer yest..here's two now...*WHAT BURGER WOULD YOU CHOOSE TO BE?* not necessarily frm BK..

and..*HOW MANY KELGIES CAN YOU DO BEFORE WANTING TO USE E TOILET?*


thats all fer today folks..enjoy e break tomorrow..

peace,im out,
krystle eva -85-

:: krys Tuesday, May 27, 2003 [+] ::
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yo..yet another tiring day.got back from trainin not too long ago.*aches n pains* hungry as well,but im not eatin.
broke marcs' specs,found out chermaine quit e Knights,serena injured her knee..haiz.

told ma about Gabs..i dun think i like really am into him but it's jus fun to cuci mata once in a while la..since young i always got so serious,now im finally learnin to take things slow n enjoy life..so ya..told jac abt him too.but i din tell pris yet.maybe im guilty or..or afraid of somethin.*sigh*

im so sleepy.gonna sleep i think,my eyes cant take it.I THINK I LIKE GABRIEL..

yikes.

peace,im out,
krystle eva -85-
:: krys Monday, May 26, 2003 [+] ::
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