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:: Saturday, May 24, 2003 ::

hihii..

got home not too long ago from trainin.tired.so so very tired.o n i guess i should tell ya i called pris..PRIS.PRIS.PRIS>thats all i seem to think abt yes?*sighs*anyway..il leave dat til later.

long day today.had art in e mornin wit retret,jinga,cherylberyl n juls..dey wen out for lunch n came back to find e rm door locked.n i was inside!!*babaa* can ya beat dat?i din even noe i was locked in til my kind friends told me..since all their things were still in e room,i passed a chair or two to em n they climbed in thru e window..laughs.n retret got stuck halfway..jus in time wen e st pats boys were dismissed so it wld have been a very funny sight.Kc girls trying to break into their own skool..hahaa.

den i had yellow house.started off as a bad one den it jus got worse!!virg walked off durin trainin.n EVERYONE was late.i was so FUCKIN pissed i swear.but it ended ok laa..i hope things go well,n dat e girls have fun,learn somethin n do their best.winning matters to me,of cos it does!this is KRYSTLE we're talkin abt people??but it aint e most imp thing anymore..

as i was sayin above,i called pris n ya...she was kinda upset la..she lost..correction!her laptop was stolen.i was so sad to hear her sad.my heart was breakin jus thinkin about how sad she was n how sad she sounded on e other end....*sigh*but yaa..den she was complainin about her sis n stuf..it was basically e most negative conversation iv ever had with her..but i tried to keep positive n be a gd listenin ear.tis true.she said it herself..she's 'grown up.'

time changes everything n without a doubt,it changed her.it changed priscilla.somehow,she's managed to convince herself nobody,YES NOBODY misses her back home..n i was thinkin,"mad ar??what about ALL UR CADETS??what about me.." n i reminded her i actuali called so didn't that show i cared..but she jus said it was becos i needed some1 to talk to like at e mo..nothin to do with e fact dat i love her so much as a friend.that worm.that bloody worm.

its so strange.like the person that gave me my first kiss,the 1st person i've loved in THAT way..like that person is gone.completely evaporated into e atmosphere..the hot atmosphere at that!!!she seems to be so filled with angst n some kind of disappoinment in herself n in others..i dont know what to do n i feel like a horrid friend cos i cant help her.

o ya..found out yest dat dere's a butch comp goin on at ZOUk.im goin on friday nite la.so i wun be present fer dat event..not too keen about being in a room FILLED wit em..but the thought does send a tinge of excitement thru me..hehehe.

the thought of the day is...HOW CONSISTENT IS YOUR PERIOD?thats riiite..cos period's consistency really depends on e individual..mine jus left..(ya like packed up,walked out of my home all) but..BUT!!it came back for a bit of revenge..like just popped in fer tea this afternoon.how lovely mah dear...wtf?it cant do this sort of thing.its just rude!stress also affects periods..so yall dun worry if yall missed it.i assume it is jus stress since there's a low chance any of us got pregnant..since we lack a serious sexual relationship with boys n all!!*BAHHAA*

*ahem* sorry.

ok..iv got another "thought of the day" fer all yall out dere..chew on this babeh-->the advantages and disadvantages of being...

A cucumber.

thats rite..its a pretty serious issue so dun rush ur thoughts..feel free to enlighten me on ur views yep?
and for more wonderful thoughts and deep questions to ponder on,email me at...krystle_eva@msn.com
or you cld snailmail me..(which is much more exciting for!!)

have a great nite ahead n celebrate!!wrath of exams end soon!tis the season to get drunk n be covered in vomit after partyin for too long at cheap clubs!!hurray.

im out,
krystle eva -85-

o ya..even in a weeks time..feel free to continue bein merry even tho exams wld haf been over fer quite q while n e festive spirit wld haf died off..nothin like havin such a bad hangover,u start talkin to ants on the wall sayin,"hey ma..you've lost some weight since i last saw ya!!"hrmm..nite.
:: krys Saturday, May 24, 2003 [+] ::
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gd evening fellow mates..

been a long day fer me n im glad to retire to the comfort of my warm computer chair...k la.the only reason it's warm is cos deidre n ma were sittin on it fer soo long.hahaa.had trainin just now..actually i had bio paper today.can pass la..but just not well.oh den i had to do art in skool..the prep werk is soo heavy man!it really is drainin lahz..den,after trainin me n rozi jus hung out at e tampines macs eating chocolate.cos this girl frm sec 1 is in yellow house n she gave us a gift n all..sam is her name.but i also am tired cos she calls every five mins or less..i dun think i enjoy receiving calls anymore.jus dat dae i realised i never ask if anyone called fer me.maybe i like the feeling of being difficult to contact.slows down process of hearing/knowing things unpleasant.

im hungry again..in fact,im so hungry im not anymore.

sam complained about e way some girls treated her in yellow house.i hate politics man.so it's the start of some conflict amongst yellow 2003.u noe wad marissa is competin in a butch comp nx week at zouk...*bahahaa* i know im not exactly straight laa..but a butch competition??o...k...

lots more to say.many chapters of my life to update u on..but alas my eyes hold some personal grudge against e fluorescent lamps above.they(my eyes not the lights) are hurtin n i have to go sleep.long day tm anyway laa..

till e nx entry,im out
krystle eva -85-
:: krys Friday, May 23, 2003 [+] ::
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