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:: Saturday, May 17, 2003 ::

hello.i am writing this entry to tell everyone of the constant rumbling in my tummy...*sobs* tried very hard to eat healthy today..but alas!in e presence of friends stuffing their faces with burger king products..i took a fry..ok fine!dammit.i took a whole lot ok?!geez.

i keep gettin these funny itchy bites all over..n a constant feeling that someone is brushing their fingers all over me all the time..eee.

o ya..jeremy is nice but his cd isnt.i mean..no offence la.i thought it kind he remembered me talkin about it and wantin to get it and stuff.he said he'd loan it to me n he did.GOOD LAD.

but the cd??massive attack?its jus funnny la..i think ret said i wouldnt like it cos its loud.she was rite.i din like it but not cos its loud..quite the opposite actually..a little like the songs sung at funerals of some sort or a reeeal arty event.or at least,some other form of depressing issue like murder or death comes to mind.

but thats just me..










forgive me for the lack of words in the space above.i was scratchin my arm like mad cos sumfin bit me..(yes i MEANT to spell sumthin like dat)i was unable to type cos i was scratchin away but i said alot to you in my head..so i continuously pressed the enter key to let yall noe yall werent forgotten during my little break..

teehee..i am most certain the few readin this entry will understand that i am under quite a lot of stress in my life n find this a good means to express my oppresion.how ironic.i had a mango n half a kiwi..nice man..

kk i gtg alredy..exams are near too..in fact they alredy started!!*laughs*
and i talked to pris too.she was online that day..so nice but so ad..been so long since i hugged her..not a virtual hug..which i know she detests.i suppose she hates the werd virtual..cyber jus comes to mind.naturally.i miss sittin next to her n breathing in the hugo she wears so perfectly..i miss her..

farewell,till my next entry!!

im out,
krystle eva -85-
:: krys Saturday, May 17, 2003 [+] ::
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greetings..my shoulders are hurtin so much man!!

din go skool todae..supposed to stay at home n study lar..
pris emailed me.but it was jus a forward.forwards are so..
emotionalli stunted.i would so rather a simple email she
wrote herself.i dunno,maybe she jus really cant be
bothered to contact me anymore..i try to send her an email
often enough so she knows she aint forgotten but she just..
i dunno...i dont think relationships will ever be her priority.or
maybe im sayin all of this cos i jus miss her so much n im tryin
to make myself angry with her..hahaa..that's a possibility!!a
weak attempt to construct yet another carapass ard me eh?

tried callin dat boy yest but starhub said his phone had some
trouble so ya la..i din bother tryin again..o my..how quickly
people change.just a few days back,i remembered e lack of
friends by my side when i needed them most.n now,strangely
enough,i have them again.their moods are as fickle as the
waves controlled by the moon.some unknown force seems
to control these peoples' minds.if im offendin anyone readin
this cos u think im talkin about you,then tough shit.i never
asked you to read my blog k-po.

yep.disappointed i am.truly.what kind of friends do you have
if they only stand by you when they've got nothin else to do.
hypocrites,that's what you have.im not referring to friendship
in my context only.who hasn't had the presence of people like
that?it's just a fact we must live with.i suppose one has to be
grateful as it is these very people that make us better people
ourselves.

=)

o well,i shan't waste my time harping over these sort of beings.
they ARE so dense they won't even realise how hurt i am.that's
usually e case right?no one knows ur hurtin?anyone agree with
me??o man,im hungry now..waitin fer lunch la..hehee..o yea
thanx fer lendin yellow house ur boombox stellz!!we appreciate it
a lot man..

lets see what else..o that girl i was talikn abt..ya..seems like she
is progressin so im quite happy.she hasn't run away from home
so that's good.she seems happy in her new place so im hopin it's
all gonna be awwrite. =]

have you ever had that feeling of nothing?im not sure if i can succeed
in explainin it,but il try anyway.during difficult times and happy times,
you're like on an overload of emotions n you get to this point of Zen
or shit like that.n you just feel..*bluaah* some of yall mite noe wad
im talkin abt..its just like e conversation we had abt god one time.
*funny hand action* anyway,so u feel so much that you basically
stop feelin anythin at all.am i makin sense??well even if i wasn't
too bad.cos its my blog n i can say watever i want!!*laughs*
action in control ar krystle..(but i know im makin sense)

ok..fine,iv said enough today.my thougt of the day IS.....
**HOW DIRTY IS YOUR KEYBOARD??**

thats right.im sure almost all of yall are lookin down at your own now..
scannin the itsy-bitsy areas between e keys..disgustin isn't it?well,if you
did look down n tried to check it,im glad.i have succeeded in makin my online
journal a useful insight to my daily life as well as an interactive game.
till the next entry..farewell me lad!

im out,
krystle eva -85-

:: krys Wednesday, May 14, 2003 [+] ::
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hihi..this is a quick one man.
i actualli have a strong urge to pee..in fact,the thought of it makes me...*rushes off to u noe where....*

o..k..im back.now im all empty n better..hahaa..did a lil math wit bhavne n mich todae..since dat cow jac din meet up wit me..hmmph.havent heard from jeremy fer a while..maybe he realised i aint interested in him fer e relationshippy sorta stuff..y r boys like dat ar?cant we just be friends..apparently not.what a child.

geez.

o..i din hear frm pris either.fer a whole week.which is a long time but perhaps she is too busy..does she even remember me..actualli a few ppl told me dat girls(n guys) over there r like..cheap.so screwin ard wld be a simple feat..*sigh* but who am i to say who she can be with right?we arent together anymore..perhaps she has forgotten me.perhaps.

i wanna get an md!!sometimes i wish i could jus get another stead.it makes breakin up so much easier cos there'll be no emotional attachment.but alas,my heart wont seem to do so otherwise..

ohoh..daily news..cheryl has a new stead,we still are unable to unravel e mystery of the damsel juls has a crush on..hehe..got trainin tm!yay..i love trainin days..so fun..*grins* think im gettin my period man.i feel so sad n all lately..must be la..
i mite hafta go soon..survivor started la..hahaa..ganesh is still in our house..he is gonna go back to camp soon..stupid jus now he stole my black sauce fer my chicken rice.can u imagine that.garnish needin his own garnish..hyukhyuk..

i think that friend of pels' (joshua) is quite cute..i told ma alredy..she said he's like a special occasion catholic..o well.wun be seein him fer a while then huh..

kk nothin much alredy to say thats worth e typin..

to all my friends who've popped by,thanx.n those hu didn't..well,there's no point me leavin a message of thanx fer ya since u wun noe it IS here since u dun visit this site..*crazy laughter* gd luck fer mid terms n all art girls:dun give up!despite e urge to kill ms low(esp ler chups n stellz aka jesus)restrain urselves.plus if the bloodshed of a teacher really was required so we cld continue our lives happily, tink tan wld be a much better deal..

whatever it is,just..THINK ABOUR-IT..HAAHAA..

im out,
krystle eva -85-

:: krys Monday, May 12, 2003 [+] ::
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